God Says:" Love Your Enemy"

ZZZ... He Said :' LOVE YOUR ENEMY"... But the fact is, how do we do tat?

Lets make some example... Like Mrs Octupus from chung hwa (1)... (Ex chung hwa-nees shud noe who am i talking).. Lol, after what she did to u, can u really love her? I mean dun angry with her, be nice to her, show respect to her? Can u? I doubt u can... Me too.. So, it is hard to love your enemy.... It is impossible... Do u expect de Gaza will love the Israel?

It is impossible but yet, God loves His enemies.... God is always giving and forgiving.. Like murderers, thieves, Anti-Christ... Those people are against Him, but yet, He gives them the chance to change, to believe in Him.. Look, this is y God so graceful... He can kill these people in any second.. But did He do tat? Did He says :' U do not obey me, so u muz die!'? No... He is always loving.. He gives us the chance, the time tat we nid to finally believe in Him..

So funny rite? I tot we are the one who should listen to Him, obeying Him.. But, He did not punish de ppl who do not obey Him and listen to Him.. I mean, God is so mighty and powerful, y did He wants to give us de chance? Becoz He LOVES us.. Remember this.. God is always Loving, Giving and Forgiving... Think bout tat, did u ever do anything tat against de Lord? I did.. How bout u? So y do u think u're still here?

Tired max....

wow.. These few days really... Super dooper tired wei... Tired max... =.=... I got my ping pong training from 8am until 2pm... Keep train and train and train... Hey, u guys dun think ping pong is an easy and steady game oo.. It is NOT!!! U know how tired is ur hand after rally for like 50 times? We got forehand, backhand, slice ball bla bla bla... Each have to rally for 50 times wei... Ur arm will be super dooper tired while u're rally-ing...

Not only tat, after our traning is finish, we have to do physical training again.. Pumping, Sit up, run.... Though this physical training are not tat hard to do.. But after u did those activity, ur body will pain like hell... Grrr.. Mssp only wat.. Y we have to make it so hard... =.=..

I really dun hv de energy to think of our problem now.. So, i really dunno how to fix it.. Maybe u know.. Dun expect i will do anything be4 u do... I really damn tired dy.. U dunno how hard for me to write tis post ar. For my hand is super pain... -.-...

Have to tuition summore!!!!!!!! I juz finish my traning, now have to go tuition somemore.. Tired MAX.....

Start School Dy.. New Life.. Hehe..

Well, from tat time till now, already one week we nvr talk to each other.. If u think like tat is good for u, Juz keep it on... In fact, i think u r sure be happier without my "noises' around rite.. No worry, Juz do wat u like.

Hoho... Start school dy.. Still bo mood to study lar. I still got de CNY mood eh.. Haiz. How failure am i.. XD... I slept in de class juz now while teacher is still teaching.. =.=... Like tat how to take STPM? Lol.. Gonna go MSSP training soon... Langsung no time to go school ar.. Wat to do.. I wan de cert wat.. Have to make some sacrifices...

Yeah! I bought Twilight dy.. Both movie and book.. Haha.. Finally.. Wanna watch it over and over again... Movie is in my hand now.. But de book is in someone hand.. I hope he can give me back.. Because it is quite costing.. RM33.55 wei..

This morning i read a letter tat delivered from myself during de RBS.. We got one session at de camp.. Is to deliver a letter to ourself.. I wrote :" dear khai jye, how r u now? Are u BACK-SLIDED again?" Wow.. I think yes.. I skipped church, nvr study bible, doing something bad. Everything comes back to me again.. I need a lot of time to get rid of them.. Lord, please help me.. Need brothers and sisters to pray for me also.. I nid strength from You..

Gotta bath dy.. Ciaoz..

I Made This Choice For Our Own Good..

终于！我做下了这个决定，就是当没认识过你吧。还是你要我装作名誉上的朋友？人前形影不离，人后向敬如冰？我看，还是第一个选择吧。

从我出世到现在，第一件不受任何人的意见，而做决定的事情。我是多么的希望我的决定是对的。。 我真的真得非常感谢你一路以来所陪过我得每一个开心与伤心的时刻。不过当一段感情用到了毕竟，我看，已经是终点了。

我真得非常希望，我现在所做的决定，是一时的冲动。当然，我是很想挽回这一段难得的友情啊！等着瞧吧。我有信心，这段友情的挽得回的。只是大家都需要一段时间来冷静一下。我看我们之间的默契，也应该会跟随着时间，慢慢的消失吧？大家一起加油吧！

Mood swinging...

wow.. Not feel like blogging lar.. Lazy already.. Well, juz a little bit update of my life lar.. haha..

yeah, juz finish Ping pong mssd today.. And, thank God for helping me.. For You have blessed me alot within de competition.. Well, i wonder how did i do it? Coz i really so damn long nvr practise already.. Huh, i find it more and more interesting bout ping pong eh.. so happy.. But wat to do.. Its too late already.. I'm too old.. haha.. I didnt tell many ppl.. Coz scare i lost dy, no face.. haha..

And guess wat? I got 2nd place in men single, and got CHAMPION in men's double!! haha.. HOw did i manage to do tat? Yeah, its Your good work... Thanks.. Haha, so i'll be representing termeloh to take part in Mssp which is in RAUB tis year.. My another resolution for tis year... Go To MSSM!!!! Yeah, SABAH.. I'm coming.. So, keep ur finger cross and PRAY for me..

Dude, i really nid to study lar.. hv to.. I already skipped tuitions and classes alot.. I mean ALOT... haiz.. Help me again LORD? haha.. Stupid me... Giv me a push lar.. Please, anyone...

Picked up guitar tis few days.. Well, i hate to being noob lor.. When i hit de string, it wuz like making a terrible sound... T.T.... Sir Jon, i nid ur help again.. Haha..

Goodbye 2008.. Hello 2009....

Wow.. Time really flies... So fast, tis is de 1st day of year 2009...

Well, goodbye 2008.. In tat year, i think i didnt do anything great.. Well, i still remember tat i wrote all my sins in a piece of paper, and burned it..Which is mean i'm going to try to stop doing those sins... But in de fact, i failed to accomplish my promises.. Gosh, i think i'm super useless lor.. This little small thing also nvr do it properly.. Haiz..

But nvm, 2009, I'm here dy.. So may my year 2009 would be a better year for me.. For those sins tat i'm still having, I would try to stop myself from doing sins.. Wish me goodluck.. Hehe, at least i still feel guilty when i'm sinning.. Well, it is a good start for me..

What should i do in 2009?
-Be prepare for God salvation
-Be prepare For STPM!
-Make up my mind for something which i struggle for so long
-Try to be a good person
-Be more independence
-Stop sinning!

Wish me goodluck guys... Remember me in ur prayer... And Happy new year!

Nightmare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn i got my worst nightmare ever yesterday.. -.-..

Guess wat.. I saw Jason wuz smoking in my dream.. lolx.. Kinda scary for me actually.. I dun wan my fren got into 'smokers world' anymore since there's a one.. Well, I hope tis nightmare will nvr come true huh. Or else, i really dunno how 2 face him...

Or maybe juz because of de pressure of my exam.. I got this nightmare.. And one thing.. I got a BIG pimple on my face.. Though there still alot on my face.. But this big thingy juz pop out like tat.. Make itself so 'Shinny'.. Lolx.. Wow, form 6 really that hard wei.. Dun play play.. -.-..

And ta-da.. My exam is finish!!!! Wagaga... COngrats... I mean to myself.. Lolx.. Syok sendiri.. Huh.. So, if there is any function o party that need ppl to fill in de blank, dun mind msg me.. I will be vry boring this coming holiday.. Haha.. Dun wanna grow fungus... Ya, badminton, tennis, ping pong, DOTA, swimming( perhaps?).. Juz call me lar..

Okay okay.. My last wishes to all those who are working hard for their Finals, Stpm, Spm, bla bla bla.. Good Luck!! May God bless you!!! Yes, you...